today was the first day of the rest of my life.
today was my first day in the elementary school where i'll be doing my methods I work. and something i noticed that struck me was how my anxiety did not kick in. at all. as you may know already, i have an anxiety disorder which is often triggered by new situations and stress. this fell into that category, but i have never felt more comfortable. working with those kids confirmed i am going to school for the right reasons. i am here, and doing the right thing. this is what i was meant to do, and all this time i wasn't sure if it was, but i can say without a doubt that it is. so i write here to chronicle this amazing feeling that can only be described as discovering my destiny, so that i will always remember this girl who practically cried writing this entry.
on another note, this cover that i stumbled across on youtube is the kind of passion i think every singer should aspire to. i don't usually post videos because i think it's a tad annoying, but this one is worth is. can't stop listening to it.